There Is Something Wrong With Me

ok... as you may have know by now.. im a normal 17 year old girl with normal interests and normal hobbies. completely normal, well, except for that insanity streak that runs in my family

.. but theres something wrong with me. im sorry but i have to say something about it. cos apparently admitting the problem is the 1st part of solving it, right..? im young girl is easily influenced by my surroundings and will make mistakes.

i want to apologize to my friends, who all have to support me through these tough times..but if you want to withdraw your friendship i will understand. i apologize to my family who will still have to call me "family" when this gets out.

but most of all i want to beg forgiveness from my mom. who i hope will overlook this problem of mine and will love me regardless.


ok.. here's my problem...

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I LOVE BAE YONG JUN!

!!!! THERE I SAID IT!!

sorrysorrysorrysorry sorry!!!!

ARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

im sorry mummy!!!! I KNOW U SAID HE'S YOURS BUT I CANT HELP IT PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!

im not auntie! pls! TOI! SHINDIIE!!! DON ABANDON ME!!

i know im not the only teenage girl that thinks he bloody freakin hot ok.. but im now admitting it! so please admire my honesty and dont think im auntie!

i prefer him before his winter sonata days.. with his slightly crooked teeth and WEARING SUITS!

see... crooked teeth.. *swoons*

guys. this is how you should fit into a business suit.
erm.... not his best picture. but i cant find his "hottie from hotelier in suits" pictures and i cant seem to be able to find a less gay picture of him.
i think i may or may not have lowered your opinion of me..

but seriously, dont you think he's hot..?

"but your majesty, he looks like a middle-aged soccer mom," some might say

WHAT THE FKUC IS WRONG WITH YOU??! u half blind is it?! you've got shit smeared in your eyes is it?! stupid, tasteless idiot. his hot ok. standing at at least 6'' tall (his height alone is pretty damn sexy. u think asia so easy find 180+cm guys izit?) and his used to be crooked smile is IS pretty damn hot. STILL DON THINK SO? U WAIT TILL HE TAKES OFF HIS CLOTHES LA SEE WHETHER HE STILL LOOKS LIKE A WOMAN OR NOT! *fumes*. eh, seriously, if he were to come up to you and say '' lets go and get jiggy with it nanananananana." i bet even you (whoever that thinks he looks like female transvestite, fkuc u by the way) will follow him wherever he go ok! regardless whether you're male o female.. and no! he is not girlie o feminine, its called metrosexual. women wants equal rights in the work place and be taken seriously, so does men, they want to look pretty.

"dont look at me, you cant understand my beauty"

ok la. his acting is pretty good too. he's not like some eye candy that just appear on screen and say his few lines. im not a sadist but i looooove to see him cry.

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shit, i just lowered your opinion of me again didn't i. heh.

i shall leave before i say anything weird again. wish me luck.


TODDLES BITHCES~~